Dating again over the last few months has been…a treat.
In general, the dating world right now feels like we’re all just dining at an all-you-can-eat buffet like the ones in Vegas my great-grandparents used to take me to. A person can browse around, undecided, taking a little of this and a little of that, having a bite or two of everything but not finishing anything on their plate and get right back up for another round. They can walk by, paying no mind to one particular dish, and then circle back around for a big ol’ helping when nothing else catches their eye. And later, just when they feel like they’ve finally had their fill, the dessert bar starts calling their name.
That is what every online dating app is to me. A sad Las Vegas dinner buffet, and if you’re very lucky and have very good timing, there might be a couple standout dishes.
I would love to tell you about a few of the dishes I’ve sampled of late, so let’s start with John.*
John invited me to his apartment for wine and cheese. Ordinarily, I would never go to a guy’s place for a first date, but we’re all friends here, so I will be very honest: he sent me his address and when I looked it up, I discovered that his building was AWESOME. Like, it had a pool, and a doggy spa, and a wine cellar, and a garden, and an incredible rooftop with panoramic views of the city.
Also: wine and cheese. I never claimed to be a good person.
My issues with John started as soon as he opened the door.
- He was shorter than he said he was. I cannot for the life of me understand why guys lie to me about this. Muffin, I am 6′ tall! I will notice.
- He was also significantly older than the 31 he claimed to be. If he was under 40 years old, I will call him tomorrow and ask him on a second date. I wouldn’t have even minded his age so much if he hadn’t clearly lied about it.
He pours me a glass of wine and I immediately take stock of how sad it is that he gets to live there and I don’t. His crazy gorgeous apartment was in bachelor shambles. The things I could have done with his paycheck in that apartment! Give me one afternoon in West Elm! Just one! We take our glasses out to his balcony, and have a seat overlooking the beautifully landscaped courtyard. (Damn. I’m actually getting a little emotional thinking back on how amazing this apartment was…)
I discover quickly that John and I are not well suited for easy conversation. He is a very quiet, observational, analytical type, and I am…not that. I would ask him question after question and he would respond and then sit in silence. I felt like I was tap dancing furiously in front of him just to keep things moving along, and let me tell you, I took a tap class once in college and it was not cute. I just assume he’s not all that interested, but then he invites me up to the roof and my desire to check out the view wins over my desire to go home to bed.
Later, when we make our way back down to his place, I get ready to leave and he asks me to have one more glass. I agree (again: wine), and have a seat on the couch. And heeeeeere’s where things get interesting. He leans back and asks, “How do you assess chemistry?” I laugh a little and say that I’d never really considered it before. Chemistry to me is something intuitive and I hadn’t attempted to analyze it. He presses me, and starts asking how I would convey my interest in a man across a bar. (My response: “Wellll…generally, my attempts at flirting on purpose tend to have the opposite of the desired effect.”)
So, he says, “Well, I have a way to assess chemistry. It’s very gentlemanly, but it’ll require you to close your eyes.”
“Alright. I’ll bite,” I say, and close my eyes and wait. (When I first told this story to one of my very good friends, this is the moment she yelled, “MEGAN! You NEVER CLOSE YOUR EYES. You could be DEAD right now!!!”)
Suddenly, I feel his hands in my hair, holding my head. He kisses me on my eyebrow, and then my cheek. He kisses the side of my mouth, and then my nose, and then on top of my eyelid. And then he stops.
I open one eye. He’s leaning back, surveying me with such a look of intense self-satisfaction it’s clear he thought that was the smoothest, sexiest thing that has ever happened to me. I bite my cheek to keep from laughing and say, “Oh…wow…” and he POUNCES. Climbs on top of me and starts furiously making out with me. (Actually not a bad kisser, but obvi not amazing enough to cancel out the creep factor.) When he asks me to go to the bedroom, I take that as my cue to leave and go far, far away.
John, ladies and gentlemen. I wanted so badly to like him, you guys. This APARTMENT. I wish you could have seen it. A pool! All summer! It would have been amazing.
IF we’d had any chemistry, of course.
*names have been changed to protect the stupid even though they usually don’t deserve it